I don't know why?

I don't know why does it happen to me?

Whenever I wanted to be happy, time made me sad.
Whenever I wanted to cry, time took the shoulder where I could rest on.

Whenever I wanted a friend, time gave me a group of enemies.
Whenever I assumed an enemy, time gave a helping hand to me.

I don't know why does it happen to me?

Whenever I wanted love, time gave me refusal.
Whenever I assumed to be cursed, I found myself blessed.

Whenever I wanted to be helped, I found myself betrayed.
Whenever I wanted to be kicked, I found flower on those shoes.

I don't know why does it happen to me?

Whenever I wanted my father's hand on my head, I found myself slapped.
Whenever I thought to be beaten, I found him ignoring me.

Whenever I wanted my mother's hand to feed me, I found her cursing me.
Whenever I assumed to be stand by my own, she told me not to do so.

I don't know why does it happen to me?

Whenever I wanted to be in group, everybody left me.
Whenever I wanted to be alone, nobody understood me.

I don't know why does it happen to me?

Pagli Ladki

Mawas ki kaali raaton mein, dil ka darwaja khulta hai,
Jab dard ki pyaali raaton mein, gam ansoon ke sang hote hain,
Jab pichhwade ke kamre mein, hum nipat akele hote hain,
Jab ghadiyan tik-tik chalti hain, sab sote hain, hum rote hain,
Jab baar baar dohrane se, saari yaadein chuk jaati hain,
Jab unch-neech samjhane mein, mathe ki nas dukh jaati hain,
Tab ek pagli ladki ke bin, Jeena gaddaari lagta hai,
Aur us pagli ladki ke bin, Marna bhi bhaari lagta hai.

Jab pothe khali hote hain, jab har taraf sawali hote hain,
Jab gazlen raas nahin aati, afsaane gaali hote hain.
Jab baasi feeki dhoop samete, din jaldi dhal jaata hai,
Jab suraj ka laskhar chhat se, galiyon mein der se jaata hai,
Jab jaldi ghar jaane ki ichha, mann hi mann ghut jaati hai,
Jab college se ghar laane waali, pahli bus chhut jaati hai,
Jab beman se khaana khaane par, maa gussa ho jaati hai,
Jab lakh mana karne par bhi, Paaro padhne aa jaati hai,
Jab apna har manchaha kaam, koi lachari lagta hai,
Tab ek pagli ladki ke bin, Jeena gaddaari lagta hai,
Aur us pagli ladki ke bin, Marna bhi bhaari lagta hai.

Jab kamre mein sannate ki, awaaj sunaai deti hai,
Jab darpan mein aankhon ke neeche, jhaai dikhaai deti hai,
Jab badki bhabhi kahti hain, kuchh sehat ka bhi dhyaan karo,
Kya likhte ho dinbhar, kuchh sapnon ka bhi sammaan karo,
Jab baba waali baithak mein, kuchh rishte waale aate hain,
Jab baba hamein bulate hain, hum jaate hain, ghabraate hain,
Jab saari pahne ek ladki ka, ek photo laya jaata hai,
Jab bhabhi humein manati hain, photo dikhlaya jaata hai,
Jab saare ghar ka samjhana, humko fankaari lagta hai,
Tab ek pagli ladki ke bin, Jeena gaddaari lagta hai,
Aur us pagli ladki ke bin, Marna bhi bhaari lagta hai.

Didi kahti hain us pagli ladki ki kuchh aukaat nahin,
Uske dil mein bhaiya, tere jaise pyare jajbaat nahin,
Woh pagli ladki nau din, mere liye bhooki rahti hai,
Chup-chup saare vrat karti hai, par mujhse kabhi na kahti hai,
Jo pagli ladki kahti hai, main pyar tumhi se karti hoon,
Lekin mein hoon majboor bahut, amma-baba se darti hoon,
Us pagli ladki par apna, kuchh bhi adhikaar nahin baba,
Yeh katha-kahani kisse hain, kuchh bhi to saar nahin baba,
Bas us pagli ladki ke sang jeena fulwari lagta hai,
Aur us pagli ladki ke bhin marna bhi bhaari lagta hai.

Sada chidiyan da chamba ve

Sada chidiyan da chamba ve, babul asan ud jana
Sadi lambi udari ve, babul kede des jana

Tere mehlan de vich vich ve, babul gudiyan kaun khede?
Meriyan khedan potariyan, dhiye ghar ja apne

Tere mehalan de vich vich ve, babul charkha kaun katey?
Meriyan katan potariyan, dhiye ghar ja apne

Mera chuta kasida ve, babul das kaun kade?
Meriyan kadan potariyan, dhiye ghar ja apne

Tereyan bagan de vich vich ve, babul dola nahi langda
ik tehni patt devan, dhiye ghar ja apne

Teriyan pe diyan galiyan ch ve, babul dola nahi langda
ik itt patt devan dhiye ghar ja apne

Jab Yaad Mujhe Koi...

Kai baar hamare dil mein umadte hue vichaar hamein kuchh likhne ke liye majboor kar dete hain. Aise hi jab mere dil mein bhi kuchh aaya to kalam chal padi aur kagaz pe ye panktiyaan ubhar aayi...



Gumsum si andheri raaton mein,
jab yaad mujhe koi aata hai,
Mere dil ka panchhi akele mein,
kuchh door tab udke jata hai,
Milta nahin usko jab koi,
woh laut ke wapis aata hai.

Gumsum si andheri raaton mein,
jab yaad mujhe koi aata hai...

Shabnam ke yeh moti aankhon mein,
mere aansoo banke utarte hain,
Tab saath usi ka pane ko,
mera dil bhi tadap sa jata hai,

Gumsum si andheri raaton mein,
jab yaad mujhe koi aata hai...

Hogi kya shikayat mujhse use,
kis baat ka gussa dil mein hai,
Woh mere samne se phir kyun,
chupchaap gujar sa jata hai,

Gumsum si andheri raaton mein,
jab yaad mujhe koi aata hai...

Mere pyar ka pahla ankur woh,
mere pyar ki aakhiri daali hai,
phir ijhar-e-muhabbat karne se,
kyun dil ghabra sa jata hai

Gumsum si andheri raaton mein,
jab yaad mujhe koi aata hai...

Maan... ...Nida Fazli

Besan ki sondhi roti par,
khatti chatni jaisi maan.
Yaad aati hai chaukaa-baasan,
chimataa phookani jaisi maan.

Baans ki tooti khaat ke oopar,
har aahat par kaan dhare,
aadhi soi aadhi jaagi,
thaki dopahari jaisi maan.

Chidiyon ke chahkaar mein goonjeinn
radha-mohan ali-ali,
murge ki awaaz se khulti,
ghar ki kundi jaisi maan.

Biwi, beti, bahan, padosan,
thodi thodi si sab mein
din bhar ik rassi ke oopar
chalti natni jaisi maan.

Baant ke apna chehra, matha,
aankhein jaane kahan gayi,
phate poorane ik album mein,
chanchal ladki jaisi maan.

Mere ghar ka kachchaa... ...Parveen Shakir

Khuli ankhon mein sapna jagtaa hai,
Woh soya hai ki, kuchh kuchh jagtaa hai?

Teri chahat ke bheege jangalon mein,
Meraa tan mor ban ke nachtaa hai.

Mujhe har kaifiyat mein kyon na samjhe!
Woh mere sab havale jantaa hai.

Kisi ke dhyaan mein dooba hua dil,
Bahane se mujhe bhi taltaa hai.

Sadak ko chhod kar chalnaa padega,
Ki mere ghar ka kachchaa raastaa hai.

Sota hoga mera chaand... ...Parveen Shakir

Poora dukh aur adhaa chaand,
Hijr ki shab aur aisa chaand.

Itne ghane badal ke peechhe,
Kitna tanhaa hoga chaand.

Meri karvat par jaag uthe,
Neend ka kitna kachcha chaand.

Sehra sehra bhatak raha hai,
Apne ishq mein sachcha chaand.

Raat ke shayad ek baje hain,
Sota hoga mera chaand.

Kadam kadam pe mera dil...

Kadam kadam pe mera dil jhijhakta kyon hai?
Padi hai barf, shahar sulagta kyon hai?

Aur bhi log mere aas paas rahte hain,
Hadsa sirf mere sar se gujarta kyon hai?

Kadam kadam pe mera dil...

Hukumaton aur hakimon, jawaab do mujhe,
Aaye din shahar ka mahol bigadta kyon hai?

Kadam kada pe mera dil...

Main to kayal hoon sirf dosti aur pyar ka,
Khamkha sa mere koi ulajhta kyon hai?

Kadam kadam pe mera dil jhijhakta kyon hai?
Padi hai barf, shahar sulagta kyon hai?

Kadam kadam pe mera dil...

Many time it hurts....

We all are like the dolls, whose control is in the hand of God. But instead of playing himself, he gives our control in many hands eg. parents, friends, relatives etc. This control passing sometimes and practically I would say many times hurts. Many times when we are not even prepared to be slapped got kicked. This process really hurts a lot and I have this objection with God that do your work yourself and do not give the power of break one's heart to anybody. pray with me as it is also useful to you and if God take this seriously you will not get hurt by anybody other than God.