He just felt very inferior, down today in that class. All of the positive energy which he gained by that other class and by talking with both of them was just vanished by responses of others. He called her various times but got no response. He thinks that she was not listening or was trying to not to listen or may be didn't want to listen to. Her behaviour was completely changed in last few days. Even few others have noticed it or say are little bit upset by that. She generally behaved just opposite in front of others as she behaved in front of me.
They again showed a sign of group-ism and he again felt that expecting anything from them was his own mistake. He shouldn't expect. Both of them were focusing on reading answer from candy's system and pen it down on paper and were not interested in giving it to him for some serious work. Lovely thing here was that even candy told him take the system to get his solution checked.
It really hurts when you do something with such devotion and are unable to get it checked because of lack of resources in your pocket and lack of intentions in other's pockets. At the same time, you see people who didn't do anything and just got everything copied on the last day are showing with such comfort and confidence. Really there are incidences when you really feel bad.....
He doesn't know whys she completely changed. The only option left for him is to go away from everything and get himself so involved in work that nothing can haunt him. He hopes that change in her attitude and behaviour is not mistake. He is not able to remember anything which he has done and which might has forced her to change. Still he feels very sorry for that.
Still at the end of class when he showed his problem, because of some problems he was not able to run his code successfully. There was no error in his code but he was f***** up at the end...
